Worries and Fears Lately

I feel so uninspired to update my webstore. I didn't even pursue my plan on creating a Oil Control Mineral Powder during my one week vacation. I also planned of making a lip balm and lipgloss but I was too lazy and busy cleaning our house. Now, I dont know when will I do all of these. Yay, I dont know why I feel like this. Well, I will just try my very best.

Even if I have the seniority at work, I still feel some worries. Nobody really knows what will happen. I am trying to hold on to my faith as I always hear from the CFFL group, but I am just human not to feel some worries and fears. I am not ready to loose my job right now. Not now...