Felt Rejected But Happy

I am so freaking happy to ship three orders today. I got the last order last night before I go to work. So I process the last order soon as I get home from work today, so I can shipped it together with the two that I processed yesterday morning. I am crossing my fingers that my business will continue to receive more orders.

I emailed a friend to show my support as friend against some issue that covers her. But I didn't get any response. I did that because, I know that there are many people who are trying to cover up themselves with something that they did to ruin someone. I was thinking that perhaps, communicating to her that I have nothing against about everything that I heard about her will take me out from some probable issue that I may have about her issue. That's not my life and who cares! All I care is that, she is nice to me.

I looked at her as a friend even though we were once open with each other's thoughts in a short span of time. But I guess not responding to my support, just shows her ego or pride or probably guilt for what she may have done. Well, not my issue anymore. I have given her my side and my support as a friend. However, I felt rejected for not getting any response. I felt that it was a mistake to give my support to someone who are is willing to take it. Geeeee!! Tooo egoistic!!ARTE!

Anyway, I am happy with my life. The heck with other people's problems. My business is doing great and I can see a good future ahead for all my hard work and dedication to make it successful. I really wish I can leave that place sooner than I am suppose to. I am not really happy with the sorroundings on that place. Full of jealousy, competition, judgement, wrathful thinking etc..