Risk That Needs Guidance From God

I was busy yesterday processing some orders and I have another one to process today. AHHH how I wish my business will always recieved orders like this everyday and even more in the future. I am just so happy with the progress of my business.

They are laying off people at work. Another department was eliminated and a number of employees lost their jobs again. My company is offering a very good package for voluntary lay off. They will provide an equivalent of one month salary for each year of service with a maximum of 12 years. Then after that, it will be a 12 months employment insurance from the government(60% of one month salary). So since I have been with the company for 8 years, if I will take the package, I will be off from work for 8 months with full salary and 60% employment insurance for 12 months after!!

It was a pretty good offer and I am having a second thought of taking it so I can concentrate on my business. There are so many things that can happen within 8 months, but it can be good or bad. Meaning my business will turn out to be good as I have been projecting, but it can also be bad because it was just my projection!!. My brain is spinning right now on whether I should take it or not.

My projection for my business when I started it, is almost perfect. I projected that I will start getting orders during summer and it will progress as my website mature and it is already happening now. My next projection is that, I will continue to recieve a constant order that will help me pay off our extra financial woos and I will have to quit my job early or before the end of 2011.

The progress of the business on my projection is slow because I am working on my business only on a part time basis. But if I will work on it on a full time basis, the progress of my business will be faster than it should be. However, it is just my projection and anything can turn out bad. Only God knows what's instore for us in the future. So it would be big risk on my part if I will take the package that my company is offering.

When my first projection happened and it is still happening, I saw and I can feel a very bright future ahead on this business. I am seeing myself doing this business fulltime after 2 years and putting up my own store, or a SPA Beauty Salon 5 years from now. It will be a big dream come true for me.

I would like to grab the opportunity to do what I have been wanting to do and just hold on to my faith that God will never leave us in the dark. That he will make all my dreams to come true sooner. I just need to see some signs from him if this is the path that he wants me to go.

I will talk to my husband when he come home today. I will pray hard and sleep and hope that in my dreams, I will get some sign from our God.