My Mixed Feelings

I have a mixed feeling for not getting any order this weekend. Sad because nothing to add on our budget. Glad because nothing to be busy about. I was able to do some household chores that I can't do when I am busy processing some orders.

When I am recieving continous orders, my house is so messy and dirty because I dont have the time to even tidy things up. I sometimes wish to stop it and just get some orders when I am ready, but you don't know when the orders are coming.

But I am so happy whenever I have a continous orders. I feel some joy everytime I create makeup or any of my cosmetics for someone. I'm happy whenever I packed them nicely.

I was asked by someone why don't I apply to the hospital nearby, since I am good in computer. Why not?!!! But right now, my heart desires for a very simple life. I wish to work at home and focus on my business and family. I never wish to have a lot of money on this business. Just a decent income will mean so much to me. And that is far yet to come true!!