Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year 2011

Another new year, another happiness and full of trials that we will all be facing. Let us all be ready to face them all with courage, through the help of our Lord. I really hope to be able to pass all the trials and challenges that we are going to face this coming year. Happy New Year to all.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Coogie Clothing And Stuff Online

I thought I already bought all the gifts that I need to buy for this holiday, but I forgot to buy gifts for my nephews and nieces in the Philippines. So I thought of looking around the internet and see if I can buy something for them, even if it s already late.

I just love this webstore that I found today that provide cool coogi clothing and different coogi items. This can be a unique gift items for everyone, particularly for young people.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Just Got His Attention Again

I was pissed because of his spending too much time playing games, as if nothing and no one exist in his world but those stupid games. I was pissed when I saw him ignore and refuse to drop the kids at the mall. I can drop them to the mall myself, but I want him to get up on that stupid games and pay attention to his real world. hmmp!!..

Then he dropped them to the mall and buy me some shawarma to probably cool me down.lolssss... Just got his attention again and he should always do!!

Games make him absurd. It makes him ignore everything around him and I really hate it. He should get up and do something as it will make him crazy. He is actually starting to act one, so I just did something to wake him up. Hmmmmppp...

Anyway, I want to go out tomorrow and eat at Max Restaurant. I know it's another fattening plan but, I am on a holiday.. Grrrrr!!! I might spend time walking at the mall to shed some extra calories.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Weight Loss Online

This is the problem when you are on holiday vacation. You don't do anything at home but watch TV and always tempted to eat whatever foods you have on the kitchen. Most likely, you will grab those tempting sweets and fatty foods that make everyone fat.

You also tend to be lazy to get up and do some activities as it feels so good to just lie down on the coach and watch TV or for some, just sit infront of the computer and socialize online.

I eat these unhealhty foods but I always make sure not to overeat all of them. And every morning, I do my regular 40 to 60 minutes workout at home. So far, my weight is still the same. However, I still have few more weight that I need to loose and it's really hard to loose weight because I am on my holiday vacation.

I can imagine those people who have no work and just stays at home. I wonder why there are so many non working housewife who are overweight.

There are so many informations on the internet that will provide you a very effective and safe weight loss tips for non working people. The important thing in loosing weight is to keep focus and motivated. Stay healthy and fit this new year.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Their Snooping Life

Just got home from the Laser Clinic and my face is so red. This was my last laser treatment. I will wait until the redness subside then I will set an appointment for facial treatment. Then maybe in about 3 weeks, I will be ready for the juvederm treatment.

We were at SquareOne Mall this morning and hubby wants to buy the treadmill for me since it is on sale. But my kids refuse to buy it because we don't have enough space at home. I think I will hold on to my plan of buying my own treadmill for now. I want to make sure that we will not be short on budget. Beside, I can always use the treadmill at the gym at work anytime I want for free.

I will be saving the money for my juvederm treatment and make those people who keep on snooping on my life through my blogs, to get tired of raising their eyebrows because of my vanity for beauty. hahahahahha.. Inggit ka lang!!!! Panget ka kasi!!!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

My Right Path

I crop this tagged picture from my facebook and make it as my present profile picture. Isn't it so sweet? I love my hubby so much. I only realized now how lucky I am for having him.

This year have been a great challenge for us. Those trials that we have been through opened up my eyes to see the purpose of my life in this world. God is so good to me that he never let me go to the wrong path everytime I was about to. I really hope that God will never stop leading to the right path of my life.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas 2010

I had fun last night at the party. Hubby got drunk but he is okey now. And tonight, we will have a dinner at hubby's friend's house with my brother and sister in law. We are also done with out Christmas shopping so I will start my househol chores tomorrow so I can start working on the prices of my products on my webstore.

I feel so happy and blessed. I didn't realized how lucky and happy I should be long time ago if I have opened up my eyes to all the woderful things that God had given me.

This year had beed a great challenge to me, that had opened my eyes to appreciate all the blessing that was laid upon me. I am truly blessed. Merry Christmas to everyone

Used 2001 Honda Civic

Yesterday, I was so sleepy driving at the highway because I only have four hours sleep. I wish we had another car so hubby can just drop and pick me up at work at this kind of situation. Unfortunately, our budget is tight because of our moving expenses. But once we have financilally recovered, we might buy a second hand car.

I came across this Los Angeles auto repair website and I found so many good informations about buying and selling new and old vehicle. It is a very informative website specially for those who don't have much knowledge about cars. It even give informations about how and when to replace head gasket.

I just love their 2001 Honda Civic model. I wish we can afford a brand new honda civic car but since our budget is tight, I really think buying a used car can save us a lot of money.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Stupid Finding A Replacement

One of the reasons why I am so unfocus on my online business is because of my facebooking... Funny but I am starting to be hooked on this networking site. I used to just make her feel bad but not anymore. I feel sorry for her stupidity of non contentment in life. Non contentment to just serve God instead of trying to find someone to fill an empty space in her life.

Her broken life will never be fixed by anyone, but her broken heart can. If she can only open her eyes to see what is God's purpose of her life in this world at this moment, she probably won't be suffering this much. I think God want's her to spend her life serving God this time.

Maybe someday, or somehow someone will come to her life. But I believe that her xhubby is already the one. But unfortunately, it didn't last forever. Finding another man can only give her heartaches and pains. It will be just another in and out of pain and temporary joy.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Online Shopping For Cabin Furniture

I am worried that the laminated floor in our basement will not last long because of our Dog who always go in and out of the house with wet paws. I am planning to redecorate our basement when the laminated flooring starts to be broken. Then I might also replace the old furniture for a total new look.

I was looking at these nice cabin furniture online and it looks so nice and unique to have it at home. It looks so natural and peaceful feel of mother nature.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Open Heart and Mind

I had a busy day today but with joy and gladness because I spend it all with my family. Silly me to be jeaous of something or someone for hubby while I know and I can feel that his love is all mine. A conversation from someone that used to be so special to me, open up my mind and my heart.

God is giving me a message and I really hope I am getting it all right. I will continue to pray and ask for wisdom to surpass all the trials that I have been going thru inside of me.

I am so happy and I really hope that I can touch someone's heart about life being a gift from God. I wish I can help her get through of all the pain that she have been going through.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Weight Loss Aside From Diet and Exercise

I have been eating a lot since yesterday because of some holiday celebrations at work. I used to forget about watching what I eat during the weekend, but this weekend I will make sure to strictly watch the food that I will eat.

I will still try to continue to loose weight during my holiday vacation despite of all the parties and those moments at home that can trigger laziness to do some workout. Or at least to maintain my weight while on vacation and try not to gain extra pounds.

After my holiday vacation, I will continue my weight loss until the bones in my shoulder is visible. I just want to try and see how will I look with some bones sticking out on my shoulder. I know it's going to be very hard and a lot of discipline. But simple goal can sometimes put extra color on our everyday living. I might even try taking phentermine to achieve greater results aside from my diet and exercise .

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Uglier Than Her Face

I just heard an annoying story about someone again. What an ugly attitude to offer service to a friend, to drop them at the airport only to say ugly words for her friend. Laughing and making fun of her friend's way of lifestyle. Oh my God!!! I could care less... UGLY face with an uglier heart!!!

Anyway, I have nothing much to share but my pretty picture.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Systemes GPS

I don't think I go to different places here Ontario, Canada without the help of my GPS. It may sound vain to some, but let' face it, we are now living in the 20th century where almost everything is run by new technology.

I am so happy with my GPS right now, but everything is upgrading so fast. I think I need a new and advance GPS system or in french, systèmes GPS

Monday, December 13, 2010

Help Me Love The Right Way

“Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. Love does not come to an end.”

Love is never jealous and I am always jealous. I am a chronic jealous when I love the person so much.

Love is never rude and selfish, and I am rude and selfish when I am angry.

God help how to love your way and free myself from pain.

NBA Shirt Online

I lost a lot of weight but I still need to loose few more pounds and try to reach size 8. I don't know if I will look good on it, but I just want to try.

And since I lost of lot of weight, I need to buy new clothes. My daughter said I need to start dressing my age and stop wearing jeans and t-shirt. But I need to wear this kind of clothes for the type of work that I do. So most of the time, I always look for nicely designed t-shirt whenever I shop. I just love this nba shirts that I saw on the internet today.

I might just buy some clothes for my age and wear them when I am not going to work

Sunday, December 12, 2010

She Is A Hypocrite

I finally discuss my feelings with hubby and I have finally released the stupid pain I am having. I just feel like I have to let him know how I feel so he will know how to deal with it once something come up. This way, he will know the consequences.

I really think she is not someone to be trust. She keeps on posting bible verses while she still keep doing things against the bibble.

Dating someone married is a very strong wrong doings that is against the Bible. So she is such a hypocrite!!

Buy Electric Blanket Online For Winter

It's getting colder and colder everyday and It's only the second week of December. I can imagine what would it be like by January. The cold weather is fine but together with the strong blow of the windchill, is too much.

I was looking at this electric blanket. It's a heated blanket that uses a heating panels sewn into each garment to create an even warmth. It is powered by a 12-volt electrical system and enjoy hours of riding with one simple connection to your battery.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Sending The Message For Stupidity

I am finally healing this negative feelings towards someone after chatting with an old intimate friend. He explained to me how it felt to have my chronic jealousy when we were dating. His explanations open up my mind and heart and made me feel how LOVED I am and there is nothing to worry and to be jealous of.

I feel so stupid!! I feel so ashame of myself. Instead of being jealous, I should show it the other way. Show my love instead of jealousy..

Yeah, I create my own drama out of jealousy. Grrrr!! God is sending me the message. I am soooo lucky!!! I am so loved...

Offshore Accident Benefits

I was reading some informations about insurance for travellers who want to work offshore. Hubby's cousin from New Jersey is planning to look for a job here in Canada. I was just thinking, what if she injured herself while working here in Canada.

I want to know how she will be payed for her medical bills, employer’s obligations during her recovery, and what are her options if a serious injury leaves her unable to return to work.

There is actually an Offshore Accident where you are entitled to maintenance and cure benefits and payment of your wages for the duration of the voyage.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Lost With Confusion

It feels like someone was sending her the message of my true irritating feelings for her. But only God knows that I was trying to fight this negative thoughts about her. I want to find some answers to keep me away from this darkness.

I don't know what and how to feel, but something keeps on shouting inside me that I need to find the answer. The other side of me keeps shouting that I should jump for joy. But I am too afraid to be disappointed at the end... I am lost and I am trying to find my way out of this confusion.

Is God trying to touch me? Or God is trying to send me a message? Because everytime I feel this way, I always find some answers that causes me pain.

Golf Tropies Online

I remember someone special who is very good in golfing. It was my first time to try golfing when he brought me to the golf course. It was a fun moment for me. Those were the days when I was very lonely here in Canada. He was the only one who was there for me whom I can talk to and cheer me up. Seeing these golf trophies reminded me of him.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Effective Fatburner

I am so happy taht I was able to loose weight more than I planned to, and I am still actually planning to continue my lost weight routine even if the weight lost challenge that I joined with at work is over. However, I will make sure that it will be slower and more healthier.

Do I need to take any diet pills? Well, if I need to why not. However, I need to make sure that I am taking a safe diet pills or an effective fatburner pills. I heard that Lipofuze contain great ingredients with a 100% satisfaction guarantee.

Question Of Sadness

I feel so weird. I keep feeling negative while I don't see any reason why I should be. The pain keeps coming back and everytime this happen, I feel so sad. Why?... I should keep praying for these feelings to go away or otherwise, give me a sign that this is just a reminder of some things to be aware of. That I need to keep my eyes open.

Anyway, I feel bad not to be able to run last night at the gym. I was so tired that I had to go back to bed. The bad thing is I only did few abs crunches yesterday morning before I got to bed. Oh well, I don't think I can win the game anyway..

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Online Shopping For TV Stands

I am so thankful that God heard my prayers. I need extra money to buy few things for my family this xmas. One of which is a flat screen TV to replace the old tv that we have on our family room. If I am going to buy a new flat screen tv, I need to buy a nice tv stands. I am thinking if it would be better to have the wall or ceiling mounts for TVs so we will have more space.

Busier Than Ever

I was so busy yesterday that I wasn't able to update any of my blogs. I had one small order that I processed and shipped on the same day because I wasn't able to make them on the weekend.

I also had to do some laundry and clean the house. I put some extra rags and on the hallway because it was snowing since yesterday. I don't want my floor to be wet and messy.

And of course, I did my regular dancing to finish off my morning and had a good sleep. However, my sleep was short but I still tried to go to work early so I can run at the gym. I need to buy my on treadmill!!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Artificial Christmas Tree Online

We still have not put any Christmas decor and Christmas is few days away. We don't want to put up our old big Christmas Tree because we don't have enough space in the house. Aside from that, it's too old and it doesn't look good anymore.

I wanted to buy a small artificial christmas trees to put on our window. I will see if we can find one today after we pick up our kids at the Youth For Christ Camp.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Sweet Revenge For My Love

I just don't know why I feel this way. I should feel contented and less worry since hubby is obviously mine. She was gone in his heart long before I marry him. I should feel sorry for her life since her husband left her, leaving her alone with their two children who are far from her now for practical purposes.

But here I am, trying to make her feel more sorry for how her life turned out by throwing back to her face how happy our life is. Making her feel more sorry for not choosing hubby.

Maybe I want some revenge for hubby. For everything that she did to hubby back then. Hubby is so kind that after all what she did, I don't hear any revenge words from him. I really feel so lucky for having him.

Best Anti Wrinkle Cream

Yesterday, I finally met the cosmetic surgeon that was refered to me by my aesthetician. Now I finally know how much will it cost me for juvederm treatment. I think I can afford it but right now, I still have one more laser treatment that I need to finish before having juvederm. Although the doctor said that he can't find any reason why there can be side effects to have it both, I just want to be on the safe side.

Beside, I am still on my weight loss diet. Even if the weight loss challenge is over, I still want to loose more. As I've said, I want to loose as many weight as I can be on my skinniest as I can. So I might have the juverderm sometime January or February when my face really need some boost. Aside from that, I need to save a little more for this treatment. So for the meantime, I will look for a very good anti wrinkle cream.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Her Weird Peace

I was chatting with the exgf of hubby yesterday. It feels weird. I hate myself for making myself so worried about her since she look so older that me. She might be prettier than me when we where younger, or perhaps we look different but geeeeee, I definitely look a lot better than her. So fat and losyang!!

It feels weird because she keeps posting bible verses on her wall. But knowing her through hubby, it just doesn't fit her personality. I find her such a hypocrite, trying to shout to the world that she have peace while the way she post comments and send messages to hubby, seems and sounds like flirting. Well I hope I am wrong about it. She is separated from her husband and I just hope she really have peace in her heart through GOD. But does she have to shout it to the world?

Don't know how should I feel when she said that I am so lucky for having hubby. Of course I am and he is too....Telling me how she regret for not choosing hubby!! grrrr!! Well sorry for her, he is mine.!!

Best Vitamins For Men

Hubby and I are not getting any younger and yet, ourjob is very physical. So we both need to take good multivitamins to keep our energy level high. Fortunately, I am happy with the multivitamins that I am taking. I need to buy hubby the best vitamins for men.

Multivitamins helps to balance our body and supplement our health. Men's vitamins are different from women especially as we age. So I need to find hubby, a multivitamins that will provide the ingredients that he needs.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

The New Me

After loosing about 18 pounds in less than 3 months, I found new self-confidence that gives me an enormous joy. Followed by a profound wisdom I gained from the Marriage Enrichment Retreat with my lovable and cute husband, which gave me so much love, peace and wisdom in my heart. Here is the new me,

Sure, there will be more trials and challenges that I will face on my day to day living, but with God beside me, I am sure I will get it all on the right path.

And for those who still can't find love and peace, prayers and finding God will keep you from feeling bitter and jealous for my happiness..

How To Get Rid Of Blackheads

I am very very happy with the improvement of my skin from the laser treatment. The scars are still there but, the improvement have changed so much, in and out of me. But since we had our Retreat, I was having few pimple breakout. I guess because I wasn't able to do my regular facial deep cleaning lately.

The schedule of the retreat was so tight giving me no time to do my regular beauty routine. Then the following days were pretty hectic also, giving me no choice but to skip some of my beauty routine which gives me few blackheads and whiteheads that eventually turned into pimples.

For those who are looking for a solution on how to get rid of blackheads on nose, click on the link and it will take you to the website to learn more.

Happier Than Ever

I was busy yesterday that's why I wasn't able to update any of my blogs. I still have few phone calls to make, but I need to update my blogs first and of course, do some of my assignments.

I was busy facebooking for a ocuple of days now. I am happier to socialized on my facebook eversince I deleted some of the people I knew from my high school days. I guess I really did the right thing on deleting them. I have now inner peace and joy by avoiding those silly conversations and pictures.

I know someone have been waiting for some of my pictures since she can't see my pictures on my facebook anymore. hahahah!! I will soon be posting some of my pictures on this blog... lols.. So what out for it.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Find Good Water Filter

I need to replace the filter of our water filter. But I don't know what company to contact because the previous owner of this house forgot the name of the water filter company. The water is getting slower which tells me that it has to be clean.

We use to buy bottle of water for our everyday water consumption. We saved a lot by using water filter and we don't have too much recycle to throw each week.

Having water filter is very important for saving money and keeping my family safe from drinking dirty water.

If I can't find the company of our water filter, I might just get a new water filter so I need to find a good distributor water filter to make sure that I will purchased a good quality water fiter.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Tempting Looks and Gestures

Temptation always comes in the way because evil always comes in where joy and peace are in place. He is sooo gorgeous that I feel like melting down everytime he flirts on me. I feel so flattered the way he look at me and how much more, hearing him say words that can turn my world around. But nooooo, I love hubby and my kids so much.

Another tempting looks and gesture from one filipino, that is so flaterring for an aging women to be treated as someone who still have the sex appeal.hahahhaha!!! Trying to find way is I am someone who can be thrown to sin.. Love hubby so much!!

Raising the eyebrows of someone ugly who is always reading my blog!!!! All I can say to you UGLY is .... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Inner Joy and Happiness

Yeppeeeeeyyyyyy!! Another set of assignments to make me busy again for a couple of days. Meaning more money to receive on my paypal account. Thank you, thank you, thank you... and you know who you are!!

I am so happy about everything that is happening into my life. First, the marriage enrichment retreat that me and hubby attended last weekend, have changed so much of our point of views. Me and hubby learned so much in the name of God.

There are also some problems that me and my family are facing right now and as the time goes buy and with the powerful prayers of my fellow brothers and sisters of CFCFFL, I can see a bright light ahead of us. With all these blessing, I am thinking of asking hubby to sponsor at least one couple per year, to attend the marriage retreat.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Continous Weight Loss

I was so busy yesterday that I wasn't able to update any of my blogs. I have to rush one order because I wasn't able to shipped it on time since my online store provider didn't send me an order notification.

I ate much yesterday and I feel guilty about it. I am not aiming to win the weight loss challenge but it would be nice to win the game. Being able to loose weight is already a win win goal for me and, winning the fun game is something that I will be very very happy to achieve.

I increase the intensity and the time of my run at the gym. And today, I will add more challenge to my dancing routine. After my 30 minutes dance, I will add 20 minutes abs workout.

The weight loss challenge will end soon, but I will still continue my weight loss diet because I want to loose more weight. However, I am not going to make it as fast as I am doing it right now. I will do it as slowly as I can.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Online Shopping For Surveilance Camera

Me and hubby attended the Marriage Enrichment Retreat since Saturday morning and went home Sunday afternoon. So we were out of the house for one and a half day, living our kids in the house with their grandfather. Not that I don't trust my kids, but while we were out of the house, I keep thinking what were they doing. So I thought maybe, it will be good if I have a hidden camera somewhere in the house so I can see them when I am not at home.

I didn't know that Esource sell different kinds of cctv cameras. I like this 2.4GHz wireless colour kit because it has added security for home and business. It has a built-in microphone and an infrared LED. It is weatherproof for it is good both for indoor or outdoor use.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Smile and Laugh. I Feel Great

I feel so tired yesterday after the extraction of the cyst's water on my left breast. It's actually not painful. It was just my regular body exhaustion that made me feel so tired. I felt that my body needs some rest so, I went to bed and have a good sleep the whole day. I didn't do my regular dance exercise and didn't run at the gym, as well, yesterday. WHY?, because my body needs some rest.

I will definitely do latin dancing today plus about 20 minutes ab workout.. And I will also run tonight at the gym. My body have enough rest yesterday, so I am ready to sweat.

Run and Dance; brown rice instead of white rice; veggies and fruits and a little bit of meat; never deprived myself with the foods that I love to eat but watching the portion and not eating them like there is no tomorrow; ease on carbs; great smile and laugh everyday... I feel great!!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Best Sleep Aid

Yesterday, I accompanied my twins to their dentist. I was just sitting at the clinic for more than one hour and I am so bored that I really want to get it done because I have so many things to do at home. I am glad that I still was able to do my 30 minutes exercise.

And today, I went to my doctor to remove the cyst's water on my left breast. I am having a headache since last night, so I won't be able to do my dance exercise today. I will just run an extra time tonight at the gym.

Exercising gives me a good sleep but there are days that I am really having a hard time sleeping. This is the hardest part of working on a night shift. It's really hard to sleep during the day. I am trying not to take any sleeping pills because some of them can be harmful or addictive. So If I am going to can any sleeping pills, I will make sure to take the best sleep aid.

, but sometimes

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Fun and Busy Weekend

After the last night of the new member of CFCFFL, we went to one of our friend's house to watch the fight of Pacquiao. It was a fun night watching our fellow filipino won the boxing fight again. He is truly the Filipino pride. We arrived home at 2am.

This morning, I did my laundry while doing my dance exercise. Then I did a quick clean of the whole house. I still feel energized so I was able to attend the mass without feeling sleepy. Then as usual, we did the grocery.

It was my sister-in-law's birthday yesterday so she bought few take out food for everyone at home. it is already 3pm and I still feel alive and full. But I need to go to bed now because I will to work tonight. I don't think I can go to the gym to run because hubby used the car to go to his part time job. But I will still wake up early and just hope that he can come home early so I can go to my work early to run at the gym.

Mecanudo Cigars As Christmas Gift

I will be attending to a lot of Christmas parties in the following weeks, which require to bring Christmas gift or an exchange gifts. So I am already shopping around to give me a good christmas gift idea. I want to bring something unique this time.

I was looking at this website the sells macanudo cigars. This kind of cigars are America's most-requested premium cigar. It has mild, aromatic and easy to draw. They are handcrafted shade wrappers that has a special silky texture. This can be a lovely and unique christmas gift.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Fun Yet Boring Dance Video

I already recieved the 3 videos that I ordered last week. However one of them was the worng dvd so I have to wait for them the correct dvd so I can send back the wrong dvd at no expense to me.

I had fun working out with Doona Richardson's Old Hip Hop party video but I find it a little boring because there is not much challenge. But the moves are all cute but she didn't focus much on putting all togther the dance steps to make it a little challenging to make the time flies. I need to make it more challenging on my own pace so I can sweat a lot.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Beauty Goal On The Go

I am a little bit bothered thinking about how they are reacting or what are they saying about me with regards to deleting them on my facebook list. It's freaky not to hear or know what are they thoughts about it. I just hope that this will not grow like a big fire!! lols..

Anyway, I lost another 1.4 lbs. Somebody was .2lbs ahead of me and I feel more challenged to loose more weight to win this fun game... Hahahahha!!

Oh well, since there will be no more reunion, I am not going to hurry about having a juvederm treatment, however, I still want a consultation so I will know how much money I need to save. As I've said before, whether there is a reunion or not, my beauty goal is always on the go!! hahahahha

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Sadness For My Youth Moments

I finally recieve two assignments after few days of not getting any, Geee, Thanks!! I am starting to worry already, but God is good.

Anyway, I am sad about some lost somewhere in my heart. But what can I do, I find it too silly to follow their stupid ways. But I am sad that everything that I am preparing for, are all gone. It is late to show everyone that I am out of my shell of bitterness. I am happy now and happier everyday, and they are all gone. But thinking how it will go, I guess it will always end up the same way.. Stupid competition somewhere!!

What have I learned?.. Just stay away from people that dont like you, and you don't like. Stop forcing yourself to be nice to people that you don't like and dont like you. Once you sense a competition, stop and focus on what makes you happy!!

High School days are the most memorable pace of my life. But I have to accept that those days are gone and we all have grown up to be different people!! Our youth have passed. I am sad that some have to cling on the bitter than the happy moments of our youth.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

No More Reunion But Still On Beauty Goal

I was so stressed yesterday because of my decision to delete some people on my FB. I realy can't stand their annoying and stupid posting of pictures and conversation. It is stressful to me because some of them are my real friends from high school. But I guess I have to accept that, things have changed.

Anyway, I am so happy with the new progress of my skin in just few days after the third treatment. The burned color from the laser is starting to fade and is giving me a little rosy cheek effect. I really hope that the rosy effect will stay that way.

I am also happy about the progress of my weight loss. However, the reason of my laser treatment and weight loss plan is in preparation of our reunion next year. But things didn't turn out well for everyone. So I guess there will be no more reunion.

But this will not stop me from continuing my weight loss until I reach size 8.. I also have one more laser treatment and I will definitely continue to look good, with or without the reunion.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Wanting To Show Off

I had my laser treatment yesterday and it is more painful this time because they increase the intensity of the light beam to penetrate deeper on my skin. So more improvement to expect with the following week. And guess what? in just a few hours I can see some imrovement already.

I want to go to work with a red face to show if off!! But looks like the redness is starting to subside. It can be hidden with makeup already. Oh well, no one knows about it but one pathetic person who constantly snooping on my daily living through my blog.

Anyway, I will do my one hour dance exercise after updating my blogs, then do my cleaning, then prepare to attend the mass. I need to buy something for our potluck at work tonight. I might just buy a cake.

Hahahahaha, you think this eating parties will ruin my weight loss diet? Only smart people can do it. I am smart and this holiday parties will not be the reason to stop my continous weight loss. I will continously loose weight until I reach size 8 or even less

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Third Laser Treatment And Running At The Gym

Today I am going to have my third laser treatment. My face will be so red so I ask hubby to do some outdoor activities that I do every Saturday until I feel comfortable. But I will still try to attend the CFFL service tonight even if my face is still red. I will just cover it with my mineral makeup.

My appointment will be at 8:30 so I still have ample time to do my daily dance exercise. I will be starting my weight lifting workout today to speed up my weight loss. Also, I don't have to wake up every afternoon to pick up my kids to school because I taught them how to ride the public bus. I can now go to work early to run at the gym. hahahahahhahahah!!!!