They seem nice to me. Why? Is it because they know I am in my down moments of my life. That I have been struggling emotionally how to accept some lost?
We were selling this townhouse about 4 years ago when the market on our area was going smoothly. Two weeks after it was on the market, a dead body was found inside our complex which made all the selling of the units to freezed. I said to myself, okey we will try it again next year.
Before the year ended, my car was hit by another car because the driver of the said car was shot to death. My car was total a wrecked. But I thank God nobody was inside our car. The incident was all over the news which made our place more unmarketable.
The next year, the chaos from the Townhomes administration started that was printed on some newspaper. Will I ever sell this house for the price that I want? or will I ever sell the house for any price at all?
I pray, hope and wish that someday, everything will BE okey. The problem was never solved and infact, it's getting worst until now. The PREVIOUS administration stole the funds of the complex. Now all homeowners have to pay the price that the NEW administration loaned from the bank to fix the underground the garage.
Some units were abandoned and was being sold by banks half the price. Will I ever sell this house?
Where is my investment? IT'S ALL GONE and I dont know how long we can recover from this lost or can we recover at all!!
We have to move to a new place because the new administrations keeps increasing the maintenance fee while there is not much improvement on the complex. I have to call several times before they can look and fix any problem of our house which is under that expenses of the maintenance fee.
I feel sad, I feel bad. I was in deep pain yesterday. But then somebody call last night before I go to work. The modeling agency called because they are interested to see my twin daughters. We have an appointment on Saturday and I hope that this is the answer. This is the cure for all the pain that I am having right now. This is going to be a big miracle, if ever!!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
My Pain. My Hope
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Tey we go through the ups and downs of life but we never lose our focus on who's in control of our lives. It is never a matter of luck or right timing. Everything happens with precise accuracy in the economy of God. You feel you have incurred losses, everybody else does. What you can do is turn over your pain and losses to the Lord and leave them there. Let the Lord take full control of your life and you will see that you will never be bothered again whatever happens in your life. I have pains all over my body, I have sore eyes and a terrible cough and cold and I could hardly blog. But these do not bother me because I know they will all pass away. I have been through worst situations before. Just a week ago, I have been experiencing excruciating pain in my lower back and have spasms all over my body but they have subsided now. I just surrendered everything to the grace and mercy of the Lord. "Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6). I am praying for you and I know every problem you may be encountering will be solved if you will just fix your focus on the Lord. Thanks for the post. God bless you always.
I feel bad with what has been going on in your personal life. You definitely don't need a gossip, a bad one, to add to the misery.
You might be feeling so down and out right now, but try to look at the bright side of things. I know you know that a cross won't be given to you if you can't carry it. Be strong and don't lose hope. I'll be praying for you and your family.
God bless!
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