I Can See Her Sadness

I feel so happy and unstressed while the Statue of the Blessed Virgin Mary is here. I just wish she'll make it more easier for me to deal with her miracle inside me. Stupid me, but it kinda scare me. I just don't feel I deserve this. Crazy it may sound to some, but I can feel her presence. It's very overwhelming for me, which makes me feel so uneasy.

I can see her sadness today. I don't know why. Maybe I should stop feeling the on and off hatred for her. I should just probably pray for her instead of feeling this bad for her.

As I was told, I can never change anyone, so I should be the one to change. I can never change her deep insecurity so I should just ignore her. Beside, I don't spend that much time with her anymore.