Your Actions Are The Answer

The hate conversation continue as it relieve all the kept confusion of hate to someone without telling to anyone about how I feel for such a long time, about her deep self-bitterness to hate me for being me.

I actually realized long time ago that the problem is not really me, but her bitter self acceptance about life. Her bitterness towards me worsten by observing her silently and confidently. She hates me for acting as if I don't know what is happening, while the truth shows into my eyes. My laugh and smile makes her bitterness turned into hatred. I felt her hatred which made me feel the same way at some point.

I prayed for the healing and I thought that my prayers was answered. Maybe it was, but evil thoughts of an evil mind persist to start showing some hatred again, because of my happiness, smile, laugh and confidence.

I am beautiful!!! Are you bitter about that? I may not be perfectly beautiful outside, but the truth that people will always recognized me is a big sign that I am Beautiful and you hate me for that?... Well then, you are BITTER!!!

I can never changed someone's self-bitterness by throwing to her face about her bitterness. But I should change myself for keeping myself away from her.

It's not about how good your life is; how perfect your family is; how much money and material things do you have.

Bitterness comes from being bitter by someone's happiness and joy.

"Whenever one finds oneself inclined to bitterness, it is a sign of emotional failure”