Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Blogging, Beauty and Moving Thoughts

Yepeey, I finally got the approval of the paid blogging company that I have been wanting to be a member for quite a long time now. I can't wait to experience being one of their members and see how much money they can bring to my paypal account. If everything goes well, I will add my "Array Of Hopes" blog and perhaps create another personal type of blog just for them.

I am trying to be active in my blogging business since my online store business is very slow. I need to save money for my Laser Genesis Treatment and later on, the Juviderm treatment. I might attend our High School Reunion next year so I am preparing for that. I will also buy all the vegetables needed for the Vegetable Soup 7 Days Diet Recipe Plan. I will start this diet tomorrow, so I need a very strict discipline on my eating habits for 7 days. I have to loose this extra weight so I will just maintain it until the reunion.

Anyway, our moving on Sunday is final. We will get the key of the house in Mississauga this afternoon and start packing tomorrow. We are so excited to move to our new house. Smashed to the face of someone who think that our moving will never happen.

Monday, June 28, 2010

New Home, New Life

I am waiting for our lawyer's phone call to know what time we will pick up the key of the house. I still can't believe that we finally have the deal and we are moving to Mississauga after almost half year of waiting to get out of this old townhouse.

My house is so filthy and I can't wait until we move in to our new home on Sunday. It's going to be a lot of work, but me and my family are prepared for this since we are so excited to start a new life to our new home.

I still have a lot of phonecalls to do and I need to finish all of these by Wednesday because it's going to holiday on Thursday so everything will be close. I might be late to go to bed again today. Just can't help thinking about our new life to our new home.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Blogging For Paid Blogging Company

I got an email from one Paid Blogging Company about three days ago and I submitted this blog as my main blog. I have been wanting to blog with them for so long now. This is actually my second email from them but for some reason, I didn't received any response from their first email I hope this time, my blog will be admitted so I can try their system.

I have been reading good and bad reviews about this Paid Blogging Company and to be honest, I really think all blog sponsors have their own bad and good side. Nothing and noone is perfect in this world. Some bloggers may like it better than the other. The important thing here, is to experience working with all of them and learn something from each of them. This is where the excitement comes in, when it comes to making money online. You learn different things and grow both as a merchant and as a blogger.

I will be waiting for the response and approval of this Paid Blogging Company. And once I am IN, I will be sharing my experience and knowledge.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Run Out Of Packaging Materials

I just hate it when I run out of material for my business. My mind is so off with my business which made me always forgot to grab some of the packeging materials in Walmart. I run out of bubbled envelop so I have to drop by at Walmart before I ship this order.

I have been fasting since last night for my blood examination. I was suppose to go to Canada Post to mail this order after the blood test, but since I dont have bubble envelop, I have to go to Walmart to buy some. I will be buying some more small boxer. I will also drop by at Dollarama to buy some of the packagin Materials I need. for my products.

Anyway, we already sign the papers for the house in Mississauga. We will just wait for their call for the key of the house and we are ready to move. We haven't done some packing so we might start it today and save the rest on the long weekend.

My basement is a mess because all my products are scattered all over the place. I am too lazy to arrange it. I can't wait to move so I can organize the filing of my products.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

My Moving Stress Throughts

I wasn't able to do anything for my blogging and business today, and my house is a mess too. I have to go to the Ultrasound Clinic for the annual check-up of my last removal of cyst. It will take 5 days for the result to come out. I hope and pray that the result will be negative again, just like last year.

I am busy calling a lot of companies for our moving. Tomorrow, me and the kids will visit the school that they will go to in Mississauga to know the requirements needed for transfering the school records. I will try to find the nearest Catholic School.

I am getting stress as the closing date gets closer which will be on Monday. My lawyer hasn't receive the intruction from our bank yet and I am getting worried. I hope everything will be okey.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The Start Of My Healing

Nothing much intriguing to blog about my night life. Beside, I try my best not to mind all those childish and insecure gestures. I dont care about non-sense things that they say and just try to enjoy silly moments on that place. Childish joke it may seems, but if it makes me laugh and smile, who cares about what other people say. As long as I am not stepping on anyone's shoes.

Anyway, I am glad to have some friends who are there to open my heart to some things that my mind and heart cannot dig at this time of my life. But I really believe that their prayers have helped me a lot in healing my pain. I can now start smiling not only on the outside but also from the inside.

I am able to focus myself to all my daily routine. I was able to call few companies that I needed to call to set a schedule or appointment for our moving. There are still some more, and I will do it one day at a time. I just hope I can finish them all before the end of this week.

Monday, June 21, 2010

My Goat's Milk Orange Soap

I have finally took a picture of my Goat's Milk Orange Soap and posted it on my webstore. Isn't it so lovely? I have been wanting to take a picture of this for a couple of weeks now, and I am so gald I finally did.

Me and my family have been using this soap for a couple of weeks now and we love it. My kids love it's sweet orange scent.

I use Pure Sweet Orange Essential Oil to give this Goat's Milk soap a natural scent of Sweet Orange and the result it divine.

Visit my webstore All Natural Cosmetics 4u to learn more.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Happy Father's Day Gift For Hubby

Me and my kids bought Polo Green Parfum and God Of War PS3 game for hubby for Father's day. Hubby looks so happy to receive the gift since he have been wanting to have thses two stuff for quite some time now. The Polo Green Parfum have free travel bag which I really love.

We also went to the house that we purchase in Mississauga because the seller invited us to see some of their things that we might be interested to buy. Unfortunately, they don't want to give us one of the living room furnitures for the price that we want, so we might just buy new furnitures for this area after we have moved in.

Anyway, Happy Father's Day to all the fathers.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Healing The Pain

We had the one on one conversation with Sis Alice and Bro Alex. I am still in the process of healing the pain that is causing me some sadness. What Sis Alice have been telling me is already in my heart, but it's not easy to have it in my heart right away. It takes time to heal the pain and put the joy in my heart. I pray the rosary everyday and ask some guidance to heal the pain that I am going through right now.

I guess maybe Sis Alice is right. I have to have the acceptance in my heart to release the pain. Things have changed and I have to deal with the pain through God's words. It's hard and it's killing me inside.

Friday, June 18, 2010

The Pain and Sadness Of Reality

I didn't go to work last night because I really feel dizzy. It's not my benign Vertigo but it's the lack of sleep. I have been working night shift for so long now, and I still find it very hard to sleep during the day. Oh well, what can I do? I have no choice but to leave with it.

Anyway, I have been healing my pain by praying the rosary before I go to bed. So far, I can feel less pain inside now. I have been praying a lot and I hope that God will open my eyes, not of what my mind and heart wants to believe but with the reality of life.

It's hard to accept something that you thought was there but realized that it wasn't really there. Compare to others, I guess what I have is good enough. Nothing and noone in this world is perfect and will never be perfect. But reality is giving me pain and sadness.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

My Pain Inside

I really just feel so sad for a couple of days now. My heart is already having pain. I actually have so much pain inside. I don't know how to heal it or is it possible to heal the pain on my own. Or do I need someone to heal my pain.

As far as I know, it is only me who can heal the pain but I don't know how. I guess God is trying to call me. He wants to communicate with me but because of the pain, I can't open my heart and let him heal whatever pain I am feeling right now. I will pray the rosary before I go to bed.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Sunday Thoughts

I did the three orders and they are ready to be ship tomorrow. I will just ask hubby to ship tomorrow before he come home from work.

I will do my stretching today while I am doing the laundry. I hope I still have the energy to clean the house before I go to bed to prepare myself to work again tonight.

I wasn't able to attend the children's party and the baby shower that I was invited to yesterday. I was caught up with the business appointment. My client had to call that she will be late for an hour so I have no choice but to decide to wait for her instead.

So I just went out with my family and spend time at Vaughan Mills after the meeting. It was fun spending time with my family.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Friday Random Thoughts

It's Friday once again and I am ready to give my time with my family. I might not go to the baby shower that I was invited to because I have decided to spend it with my family instead. I will just attend the children's party of my friend's son at lunch with hubby then go out with my kids after.

Today, I will walk my dog and do my regular 30 minutes stretching. Then I will have lunch with my kids and then do some shopping alone to buy gifts for the children's party tomorrow.

I am suppose to pick up one order to my supplier's warehouse but then I have another order to process that I need to order some ingredients again from my supplier. So I might pick it up on Monday together with the other order. Or I might call my supplier if I can add some more items to the previous order and just pick it up later today.

I also need to call my insurance today for the house in Mississauga.

SHE IS STARING AT ME!!! She is probably trying to figure out if I have done the Laser Genesis on my face...Well I canceled my appointment to my Cosmetic Surgeon last week for the Laser Genesis Treatment because I thought of doing the treatment after we have move to Mississauga. Also, I want to complete the skin peeling treatment of my skin with Meladerm. I thought maybe by next month, my skin have adjusted to the Meladerm Treatment before I start the Laser Genesis Treatment. The improvement that you can see on face right now, is just the Meladerm application... So dont be excited...!!!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Her Malicious Look

The Malice look and act of someone has started. I just don't understand why can't she just focus on herself and what she do, than wasting time and effort of minding someone else's act, move, gesture, words etc... Oh well, it's not my energy of anger that is being wsted, HERS!! it's not my problem anymore... I will be myself and the heck with anyone who is against it. Nobody can please everyone, so I will always be myself.

Anyway, it's another chili morning here in Toronto. I will not walk my dog today since the grass are still kinda wet. I hope the weather will be good tomorrow so I can walk my dog again.

I have a couple of things to do today before I go to bed and I hope that I can finish some of important things that I need to do.

I am suppose to call Roger's Cable and the movers today, but something came up that I need to call our lawyer for the closing of our house in Mississauga, plus I need to fill up the Unity Life Insurance form for my father's life insurance. I hope that I can still call Rogers Cable and the movers to set the date for our moving.

I hope that this malicious person can open up her mind that thinking negative to someone won't do any good, NOT EVEN TO HERSELF.

"I have no malice against you and no RIBBONS for you. But I think that you should look at yourself first before making any judgement. Malice can sometimes promotes its tale with cunning confusion, mingles truths with falsehoods, surmises with certainties, and the accused can absolutely neither grant nor deny, the innocence"

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Baby Shower Invitation

I just grabbed two tasks from one of my sponsors few minutes ago. However, this sponsor require a minimum payout, so I have to wait until I reach that minimum amount.

It's rainy outside so I will not walk with my dog today. it will be messy to let her run on wet grass.

I am still thinking if I will attend the baby shower of one of our co-workers, plus a children's party on the same day.

Weekend is the only time I have for my family and I feel guilty for spending almost the whole day outside, on Saturday. I would love to attend the baby shower, but grrrrrr!!! I really don't know.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Wonderful Busy Tuesday

I just grab one task from one of my favorite sponsor. I wasn't happy about the type of content to post on my blog where I usually post about beauty. But since the price is good, I grabbed it anyway.

This was another windy and chily morning here in West Side Toronto, but I like it better than hot summer. My dog had fun running around and enjoyed the weather this morning.

I am happy that I was able to do a lot of my scheduled tasks for the day. I was able to create a Highly Moisturizing Body Lotion and Body Polish. I will be using it today so I will have an idea on what words I will used to post on my webstore.

I wasn't able to call our family doctor to set an appointment for my annual general check up, for next week. I will just do it tomorrow.

To top it all, this is a wonderful day for me.

Monday, June 7, 2010

My Monday Tasks

It took me quite a long time to finish my online activities because I grab one good tasks from one of my favorite sponsors. I hope my post will be approved by the advertiser.

It was windy and chili outside when I walked my dog so I wasn't able to walk to the optical clinic to ask them for another receipt for my husbands insurance. I will see if the wether will be nice tomorrow.

I am glad I was able to accomplished some of things I need to do for the day. Like cancelling the appointment for the Lase Genesis Treatment, calling the Retail Sales Tax Revenue to request for the form, and scan and send the mortgage renewal of our townhouse. I was also able to do few bloghopping and blog update.

I was planning to cook the chicken but since it took me quite a long time to finish the task from my sponsor, I don't think I will be able to cook it. I will just ask hubby to cook it when he come home.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Looking Forward to Another Happy Weekend

We were able to accomplish all our plans yesterday. We were able to bring the kids to the movie and watched the movie that we have been wanting to watch, "Prince of Persia"... And despite of our busy schedule, I am so happy that I was able to visit the Blessed Virgin Mary at my friend's house.

It's Sunday once again and I will have to go to work tonight to start another week of busy schedule. I will be looking forward for another weekend to spend with my family.

I have so many things to do for the whole week, and I hope that I will be able to finish them all before the weekend so I can relax and enjoy my time with my family.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Busy Family Time

Just too many things to do for my family in my head right now. Me and hubby didn't went ou yesterday. I guess we are both tired so we just ended up watching movies at home while waiting for our kids to come home from downtown Toronto with their friends.

Me and hubby were supposed to watch "Prince of Persia" but I just thought of watching it with the kids since our kids have been waiting for the movie too in the theater. So today, we have so many things on our list to do for the whole day.

I will start with updating some of my blogs while waiting for the time. I will be walking with our dog and bike for an hour, at 7am. Then clean the washroom while loading colored clothes in the washer.

Hubby and my brother will drop me at my friend's house in Scarborough for Virgin mary Prayer, while hubby and my brother go to my brother's friends car repair shop to look at the break of our car.

Then we should be home becae 6pm because the movie showing will start at 6:50pm.

What a busy day it will be but I know it will be worth spending because all with my family. Have a great weekend to all.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Yay, It's Friday

Yepeyyy, it's Friday once again and I really hope that my weekend will be another relaxing yet productive one.

This afternoon, my kids will go to their friends in Downtown Toronto to watch one of the Filipino artists who became famous because of Oprah. I am thinking of going out with hubby while kids are gone, but it will depend with how much energy I can have for today and if he wants to.

I will go out and walk with my dog in a while and see if I can get some sleep so I can have energy this afternoon to go out with hubby, if he want to.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Irritating Thoughts

Just having some laziness in blogging again since last weekend until now. But thank God, I was able to have the energy to grab one task few minutes ago.

I just feel so irritated with so many things. I feel frustrated and full of disappointment and I am trying my best to think positive. But I am just human to always go down on the evil side of day to day living.... IRRITATION... Mood Swing!!

I feel frustrated and disappointed for having a partner fully dependent on me and all my decisions in life. I sometimes want to step back and give him the chance but I guess I have to accept the fact that majority of MEN don't have backbones!