Believe Not For Anyone

I really dont know why, but I am not really comfortable standing for someone. I have so many bad experience on standing for someone and eventually find that it is not worth doing it for the person. Whenever I stand to what I believe, it is because that is what I believe and not because I believe it for someone.

I don't like someone at work not because everybody dont like her, but because she did something to me that made me dislike her. I went to my boss to clarify something not because to make everybody look up to me, just because I did something that everybody will like. I did that for myself and not for anyone. Not because I disagree with anyone of them but because I simply fight for what I believe. It just happen that this person is so rude that made everyone pissed!!

Rumors That Create Fears

It was a relaxing night at work for me last night. Our company productions have never been as slow as it is right now and it is really pretty scary. Rumors keep on going on inside my workplace about laying off some people. But when I ask the boss, there is no news or whatsoever about these issue. I guess people are being paranoid about what's really going on with the company. Too much people yet less work to do. Aren't we supposed to be thankful?

Anyway, I feel so lazy to walk our dog today. I might just do few stretching before I got to bed.

Worries and Fears Lately

I feel so uninspired to update my webstore. I didn't even pursue my plan on creating a Oil Control Mineral Powder during my one week vacation. I also planned of making a lip balm and lipgloss but I was too lazy and busy cleaning our house. Now, I dont know when will I do all of these. Yay, I dont know why I feel like this. Well, I will just try my very best.

Even if I have the seniority at work, I still feel some worries. Nobody really knows what will happen. I am trying to hold on to my faith as I always hear from the CFFL group, but I am just human not to feel some worries and fears. I am not ready to loose my job right now. Not now...

A Part Of My Spirit

I had fun with the household visit last night by my Couple's For Christ group. They love my hubby's cooking. But I will admit that the excitement in my heart every session is not yet there. But I can feel that something is being filled up, in some part of my spirit. I felt some peace and harmony with them. But in my mind, there are still some question on why this has to be done? Faith is what's keeping me on this group. I will just go with the flow and let God guide us where this has to go.

Strawbery Picking At Whittamore Farm

Me and my kids had fun Strawberry pickiing yesterday at Whittamores Farm yesterday. It's located at 8100 Steeles Ave. E. , Markham, Ontario, Canada. We were busy the wholeday and I am glad that I was able to spend more time my kids.

After we are done with the strawberry picking, we went to my friends house whom I haven't seen for quite sometime now. I was suppose to pick up a computer table to someone's house but her phone was busy so I thought of not dropping by her house. I am not sure if she will be home by then. Anyway, I will be busy today because the household meeting will be held tonight. I will do some cleaning and some preparations.

My Laziness Needs to Go

I am too lazy to do anything for a couple of days now. But today I will make sure that I will do all I planned to do inside my house. I will do some cleaning and preparation for the CFFL household visit on Sunday.

I am glad that I received another subscription today. I will try to add few more products on my webstore including the Oil Control Powder that I have been wanting to make this week. The ingredients for the lipgloss and Oil Control powder have been sitting on my basement for few weeks now, so I need to work on this. Beside I really need the Oil Control powder for myself. Summer time makes my skin so oily.

I also need to purchase a plane ticket for our vacation plan in Seattle Washington on September. My kids are very excited for this vacation. I wish I can do all of these today so I dont have to worry about it while we do strawberry picking tomorrow. Have a great day to all.